The Cruel Wednesday

I sacrificed my sleep to blog.


Today before knocked off from work, OIC started a conversation. I was so sad yet not really with it. Tears were at the corner of my eyes but I held it back. I don't have a choice at that point of time. Some more I'm only an intern, I can't probably say I don't want.

Oh well, it's the lunch treat. I thought OIC was kidding, but nope, he is not. He was serious about it. He asked when. Then he decided on friday. In fact, I was given a choice to choose 1) hawker centre 2) crystal jade 3) food court. But I didn't know what to choose. People in the right mind will choose 1, believing that it's the cheaper. But nope, OIC said it's the most expensive. I was puzzled and I asked why. The other colleague says "choose it and you will know". I really didn't know what to choose. In the end, OIC made the decision and it is 1.

And yes, he did give me options to get help as I complaint I'm only an IA student. The options are 1) share the half the cost with my partner 2) my colleague, the one who teach me on my job, 50%, my partner 25% and me 25%. Put myself in their shoes, I myself feels it's not fair for them to help me because I am the one who made the mistake. Although they never say to help or not, but I know what is going on. Even if they never, I can understand.

Shall see how. It's just a lunch, I suppose?.




Anyway, tuesday swimming was cancelled due to the heavy rain. I was so sad when I saw the rain but don't have a choice. Some more I brought all my heavy swimming stuff with me to work, was quite angry with the rain. But I felt glad after that that I brought those swimming stuff esp my shoes. Else my heel won't be soak with rain and mud water.



Had meeting today. I was asked to do Test Case. It was -oh-my-goodness-difficult- and -oh-my-goodness-many-to-do-. I was shocked by it, like serious. But I still have to do, it's part of my job. I think I'm going to lose a lot of brain cell because of this. So sad.






I saw "my motivation" at work.